January 2010
122 posts
SUNDAY....
all saints church (: went to judah’s church today for a morning service and although i slept at like 2 plus 3, i stayed awake during sermon.. which was like incredibly unbelievable.haha but the pastor lawrence was really good. and the sermon was really enriching.haha.
yap and thanks to isaac who waited the whole morning at cityhall mrt.. felt bad for making him wait for so long, but eh he...
“Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you’ll find one at the end of your...”
– Audrey Hepburn (via quote-book)
1.11 am
its 1.11 am.i broke a promise to myself again.
promised to sleep at 10.30..but i gave in in the end…hmm i think i really need to discipline myself from now on..
although i really miss them, but my life has to go on i guess..i cant get stuck on the fact that i wanna go back to where things were which is impossible, but i have to move on with my life i guess. its time to get back on the...
“It isn’t really important to decide when you are very young just exactly what...”
– Golda Meir (via quote-book)
if you can see this...read it out loud.
its been a few days and i’ve been skyping alot alot ALOT…and espcially judah and markus who seems so free,sitting in front of the com the whole day waiting for poeple to come online..haha. but anyway yap, they stalk my blog so here it is..
yes i miss serve really… (: and yap miss ESTHER especially, wanted to go for lunch with her today but she went to malaysia ): as for JUDAH.....
my first post in starbucks. sat
im at starbucks now…and i’ve spent like 30 mins trying to get the wireless connection up..garh its really testing my patience…gosh.haha. but its like amazing cause it could not work but then i prayed…and like 2 mins later, like the wireless thing blinked and it was connected..i was like “COOL!” and i smiled to myself..so i think must have thought that this girl...
day 2.
its day 2 now and yap school seems better today…but culture wise, im getting use to it. today i reached school at 6.45am when school only starts at 7.50…its me i guess to reach early, but im thankful there is someone to fetch me to school. thank God dada.. haha.
today we played games…and like had a mini amazing race and yap, our group got closer today..rasalhaque.i think this is...
Day 1 of being a JC 1 student
today, my day was gloomy.real gloomy. i didnt know what to expect, really didnt know what to do. i just went to innova and there i was, alone. hmm…went through like countless numbers of talks and i was waiting for 2.30 to arrive so head my way down to SA. but throughout the day, i was on the verge of breaking down. my mind kept revolving around the fact that im lingering somewhere out there....
“Oh yes, the past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or…...”
– The Lion King (via quote-book)
SCHOOL STARTS.. (:
school is starting tomorrow…and the uniform (: haha. love it and im gonna be a good girl and sleep early from now onwards. good night
love, 12.16 am
THE End
today…..its the last day of serve and i was glad i kept the tears in. the results were released in the morning…i dont know why but it seems like i’ve expected it and prepared my heart for the worst in order to prevent my tears from coming down. i had to prepare myself somehow or another to know that i mist still try and not give up the chance to appeal. so i did. during break, i...
“You were born an original, don’t die a copy.”
– John Mason (via projectdarkstar) (via quote-book)
im numbering the days....we've got
its down to 2 now…and its real close. although we may have real fun and all together…these times doesnt take away the fact that im leaving already that is bothering me every single minute. i get all quiet and not high whenever i know the time is coming and real soon…the time to say goodbye and give each other hugs to leave. i know you all have tried your best tot make the best...
“If you want the present to be different from the past, study the past.”
– Spinoza (via psychotherapy) (via quote-book)
“Because it´s only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are. And...”
– Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill
“Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it.”
– Swedish Proverb (via quote-book)
“You don’t love someone because they’re perfect, you love someone in spite that...”
– Jodi Piccoult, My Sister’s Keeper (via quote-book)
“If the only tool you have is a hammer, you tend to see every problem as a nail.”
– Abraham Maslow (via johannal) (via quote-book)
“Most people would rather be certain they’re miserable, than risk being happy.”
– Robert Anthony (via yearslater) (via quote-book)
cast down.
its saturday now and that will leave me down to 4 days of serve. before serve started, i was reluctant, because i knew this was gonna happen. i know it will not end nicely because i’ll be down real down. and it will be like just a short nap and i have to get up already. didnt like it this way.
i tried praying before serve. should i go? should i not? in the end i gave in to the worldly views...
“Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to...”
– Thomas Edison (via jmsc) (via quote-book)
“We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope.
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– Martin Luther King (via julie911) (via quote-book)
“Love is what we are born with. Fear is what we learn. The spiritual journey is...”
– Marianne Williamson (via julie911) (via quote-book)
“Failure is the condiment that gives success its flavor”
– Truman Capote (via quote-book)
“Happiness is the ability to appreciate and be truly aware of all the good things...”
– Jay Towell (via julie911) (via quote-book)
dead..tired.
im home..but im uber super duper tired…
i went out hoping to keep myself unsticky…but we went for amazing race today.. it was just… tiring. went from potong pasir to east coast to tanjong pagar and back again…and between those places, there were loads of running…but but.. we had loads of fun (: SERVE has been getting better and better i guess…hmm..it seems like...
